Travel

TRAVEL

Sliding through lanes of history, memories, thoughts. 
I see a path to peace.
I would like you to come along but don't know if you will join. 
I listen to my heart, it speeds up, rushes now to find you. 
I find peace in looking for you, the unknown gives me pleasure. 
Anxiety is safety, don't come near, that just pains me more then living in tranquility. 
You approach, one heartbeat after another, I feel my body getting weaker, my mind dividing. 
Accept or run. 
But would you run after me, leaping on pedals of roses. 
I will hide and you will have to find me. 
Will you? 
Will you fight the big Hercules, swim the river of doubt, ditch  the beams of the sun and hold your breath till the day after? 
Sticks and stones won't break my bones, only love will tear me apart. Invited to an unknown world of caressing  words and sweet touches. 
I take your hand, if you'll jump, I will...

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TRANSL.-

The lights of the city whisper,

Breaking the flow of thoughts,

Longing for what was,

Hoping for him.

He became them,

Not one but always more,

What once was,

Is now not a thing

Too much dreams to pause,

Make her stuck in this moment.

Undestroyable hope gives life

Uncaptured dreams

Love makes life

Life leads to happiness…

It was you and me in a field of daffodils
we melted
sunk to the ground. 

My breath got kicked out of my body, as I am gasping for air I see you looking at me. 
A flash of hope, dreams, past, present... now. 
A butterfly lands on my shoulder. 
His wings make the sound of blankets being unfolded. 
It rests. 
It loves. 
It is you. 
Cheek to cheek, skin on skin. 
And everything is perfect In this moment. 
Me the steady buttercup, you the restless butterfly... 

We flow on the waves of the now.
Being forced to feel, taste, hear, smell, see... 

I see you, 

holding my hand, 

I feel your skin as a golden cream wrapped around me. 

Its you and me, in a world of the unknown. 

Angels fall and demons show their faces. 

I feel you slipping, moving towards an end. 

The lights of wandering souls pull you closer. 

'Don't leave me' I whisper to myself. 

Too soft for you to hear, too loud to calm myself. 

I want to save you, I need to save you. I'm stuck. 

The waves of the now fright me, terrify me, im alone... now. 

My eyelids are heavy, struggling gravity to hide the despair in my eyes. 

Fighting for you there's only one way out... 

My light starts to whisper, glow, flaunt its flames. 

Hoping you'll find me I show a piece of my heart. 

As a young deer it wobbles. 

'Dont leave me' I whisper again now powerful enough to let my words cover you.  I don't recognize you, but I love you, I can't see you, but i feel you. 

I miss you. 

I lost you to the power of the now, helpless in a world of shock. 

I stumble. I collapse. Bursting in a thousand twinkling lights.  

                                                                                                    Hello my love...

Ik blijf rennen

zoeken naar hem

vluchten voor jou

Stilstaan doet pijn

terug gaan niet meer

alles overdoen nooit_

Because she would ask me why I loved her

If questioning would make us wise

No eyes would ever gaze in eyes;

If all our tale were told in speech

No mouth would wander each to each.

Were spirits free from mortal mesh

And love not bound in heart and flesh

No aching breasts would yearn to meet

And find their ecstacy complete.

For who is there that lives and knows

The secret powers by which he grows?

Were knowledge all, what were our need

To thrill and faint and sweetly bleed?

Then seek not, sweet, the 'If' and 'Why'

I love you now until I die

For I must love because I live

And life in me is what you give.

- Christopher Brennan

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sterker

machtig

maar vergeet mij nooit.

Geef mij je hart

je adem

je leven.

Maak mij gelukkig

verliefd

heel.

Lijm alles aan mij wat kapot is

maak mij compleet

compleet van jou

voor jou

met jou.

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